I definitely have lack of courage.
I can try but I choose not to.
I prefer to not to.
You know, sometimes you feel there's something broken deep inside but all you can do is none.
The scar is obvious.
It's there, it's there, and it won't go anywhere.
It is out of my league.
Pain and suffer teach me one thing, never get too attached too something or else you'll end up broken-hearted.
Same thing goes to people, and even worse.
I guess, I no longer believe with romance nowadays.
p.s. something sweet, literally sweet, is what I really need now.